Lyrical Lies

An old man gave me a tip he said
"Don't waste your time with politics" he said
"Just chase skirts instead"
"Life is too short, and you're almost dead" he said
"I met a woman once, I gave her my best shot"
"But never did I talk and talk and talk"
"If I had her back, I'd be as real as my age"
"I so don't blame them, I wouldn't do the same"

A little thought to ponder on. Would you rather live a fantasy where everything is perfect except for the absence of reality? Or would you rather live in reality where nothing is perfect?
I would rather live in reality cause as perfect as a fantasy is, nothing is real and the absence of reality ought to drive one crazy at some point. Hey I can make the right decisions and my fantasy might be my reality too. Perhaps from some freak accident pokemons might be created :D
One can hope on the impossible. With enough hope the impossible might be possible? I have a little too much optimism in me. Who wants some?

Currently quite obsessed with pokemons. I managed to make the charmander move!

At this point I'm just stealing pics frm random places to make my blog more interesting. sad sad case
p/s : If anyone saw the story of a girl post last night, you all saw NOTHING. seriously.

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Ask me anything

eh eh we cant comment ady izit??

still can aint it? just cant see only lol. getting email boom

Ask me anything

Do You Know?

Do you know i threw away the chance to escape the miserable hell hole I'm in? Do you know it was you that i wished to stay? If only i knew how everything would turn out i would have took that chance to get away. This is this is the stuck in the past me typing.

I need to learn to get my priorities right. So many opportunities i've lot due to the wrong choices. I told you once before i wished you could look into my mind so you would know all the thoughts I've failed to express to you. If only i could do something that simple everything would turn out so much different than it is now. This is the depressed me typing.

The cold, gloomy, depressing weather is getting to me. The main reason i started blogging is to show the world how i use make random pieces of paper and sharpies to make something extraordinary. Having a creativity block now. Frustrating much. This is the frustrated me typing.

I was considering doing that for my future but , not trying to be a pessimist here, it's unlikely that what i'm doing can support my future. Ambitions, dreams and reality don't comply. Engineering? Design? Graphics? Education? Psychology? I feel so lost now.

Chemistry is the only subject that interest me the most. In malaysia however chemical engineering isn't the most marketable job. Screw you reality. This is the pessimistic me typing.

*recompose myself* I don't want to be labelled "emo" so i shall not go around being all sad and gloomy. Gotta find my rainbow. Fill my life with colours... and also with books of course. Trials trials! Need to own my trials. This is the motivated me typing.

If i can get the highest in one subject i can get 300 bucks baby! Sadly the only subject i got a decent chance to get is MUET == Oh well a tiny speck of hope is better than no hope. This is the optimistic me typing here.

I'm just adding random words to make this post longer and trying to get you bored supposing you still continue to read until here. Twinkle twinkle purple star. How i wonder what you are. Up above the world so high. Like a diamond in the sky. twinkle twinkle purple star~ This is the immature me typing.

Btw i don't think anyone will read past the first 3 paragraphs hahahahha. If you read till here i shall say thank you for reading my rants. Your just as awesome as me :P Cheers

One Step Closer

this is the first time i actually feel suicidal. i hope your happy when you see my dead body.

p/s : dont worry bout me. I aint stupid. In other words i dont wanna waste my life on you

What is your secret weapon?

my stars

Ask me anything

If I Die Young

Things I wanna do before I...err move on?

I wanna watch the cherry blossom bloom

Witness a meteor shower

Eat as much meiji chocolates as i can and also visit their factory

Meet Haruna Ono and Scandal

Own a strawberry farm

Marry Taylor Swift

Tell Fall Out Boy and..

...Paramore how awesome they are.

I wanna see my otter before i go.

I wanna watch a live performance of chocolate love

I Wanna meet my gothic princess

 And of course I wanna spend my every moment with these people

 There are more but sadly these are the only pics i have =/

These are the people who made my form 6 life.. well not as miserable as i thought it would be and help me gained the sense of belong in school.

p/s : there are actually a few others but somehow i cant upload your picture cause your url has some privacy issues.

Note : there might be another farewell-ish  post cause all of this are my thoughts at the moment. shall post a real farewell-ish post after graduation.