Wednesday 23 May 2012

Werewolves And Vampires Are Out For The Kill

I'll let everyone in on a little secret. The commission and pay rate at padini is so high that if I started working there in January I'll earn enough to pay for my first year of degree at ucsi. Sadly since I came in late I did not get to apply for a full time job so I worked under contract. Bright side of a contract is it is almost the same as a full timer but my commission is lower, way way way way way way way lower. Nevertheless beggars cant be choosers so I accepted that offer and began work in April. Two months later and I'm still annoyed by the fact that I had to do a lot of work and yet I get paid less than the people who do nothing but complain about their boyfriends all day. The world is unfair. I know so I suck it up.

However today was what make me contemplate whether it is worth extending my contract. My commission is extremely low so the only way I can earn enough is through overtime. I got loads of overtime this month due to the fact we do not have enough staff. I was thankful for that. Until my supervisor stole two of my full days. Her reason was she did not get as many full days as the other supervisor. The other reason was the shop cant give too many overtime hours because of budget constraints.

Among all the staff I can be said to be the least paid so if I'm given overtime hours it wont cost more than giving a full timer overtime hours. If the main reason to reduce overtime hours is for budget then shouldn't my supervisor not get more hours? Oh god I hate hypocrisy.

Oh well I'll suck it all up because I need the money. If I can find a better way to earn more then I'll be the first to stop working there. The reason I'm given a lot of work is because I'm a competent worker. What logic is that?

Oh well, one more month. I shall persevere!

Good Night.

p/s : If anyone knows anythign about ptptn and the application please teach me thank you oh so much :D

Sunday 20 May 2012

Daydreams Of Castles Inside Crystal Balls

The lil kid in me went hyper when i saw a giant m&m saying hello to me
Sometimes I just want to remain in my youth and never grow up. No I don't want to be a vampire. Too emo for me d hahaha. I just want to be ... peter pan? The boy who never grow up.

Wednesday 16 May 2012

I Want To Taste The Skies And Feel Alive Again.


I want to see a shooting star and make a wish.
I want to escape reality and live in a world of fantasy.
I want to be able to draw properly.
I want to make a living doing the things I love the most.
I want dreams to be a reality.
I want to meet Taylor Swift.
I want to get lost in Zooey Deschanel's eyes.
I want to get slightly fatter.
I want you.

I know I contradicted myself when I said I want to escape reality but I want dreams to be a reality lolol.
Feeling slightly annoyed because I cant think of anything creative *grumbles
Good Night

Monday 14 May 2012

Your Feet Are Stuck, No They Cannot Move

Ali's like my best friend in town

:DDDD

very expensive but very delicious

zoeeeeyyy


a song of fire and ice

what makes penang awesome

fireeeeeeeeeeeeee

barbeque at jusco car park

How i spend my lunch break

the lady escapes!

Wednesday 9 May 2012

No Nothing Is Gonna Change, At All

Some things just will never ever change. Seeing how the new batch of form 6 reacted to high school is like seeing how I reacted when i first started form 6 there. It was 2010 when I entered lower 6. I just left school for 5 months. 5 months cant change much. Or so I thought. A school which I find it happy to go to for 5 years turned into a prison in 5 months. New admins were appointed. Psychotic teachers were given power to torment students using discipline as an excuse.

A school should be a place of learning. Everyone should feel like going to school. In 5 months a few retards managed to make every single person dread the thought of going to school. How are students supposed to learn if they are treated like juvenile delinquents? How is a student suppose to learn if the education system just need the students to memorize? How can a student learn to think on their own and be independent if the teachers and the system inhibits anything which is not in the book? How can a student learn to express his thoughts when the school limits everything? Freedom of speech? There ain't such thing in high school.

The American education system encourages students to think rather than knowing an answer but not knowing the reason for it. If only such a system is implemented in our country we would have been more.. awesome? Okayy i'm starting to diverge further and further from my initial topic.

Anyhow, I hope truly someone in high school will stand up to all the injustice and try to make a difference. I did tried during my time but honestly my pride, arrogance and stubbornness got in the way and I end in getting in trouble more than making a difference. Someone please tell that desperate lonely mother fucker that having long hair will not kill anyone. Or having a strand of hair not pinned is not going to make the standards of the school drop. Bullying is a discipline problem. Someone please let him know he's bullying the students. Bloody hypocrite.

Oh well. I've gone through those 18 months and honestly I can say I understand how the new batch of form 6 feels. Just bear with the system if you don't intend to rebel. 18 months isn't as long as you think. Times flies and when you graduate you'll be happy you wont EVER return there as a student anymore. IF you wish to make a difference, you have my utmost support. If Lew bugs any of you just tell him "Lee Jing taught me that." He'll be too annoyed with em and let you go. hahahaha.

All the best peeps! Good Night. May the stars watch over you

Monday 7 May 2012

And All I Can Say Is Come Closer

Given a chance to escape the cruel and harsh reality, would you take it? A chance to escape to a safe haven where you'll always be happy. All your fantasy come to life. Checkered realms, moon drops, stars that watch over you all the time, a place where you can be blissfully ignorant. Would you rather be in a world of fantasy or face the punishing reality?

I.. cant think of anything creative anymore. Reading failed to help me get ideas. Moments like this make me hesitate my dream of starting a gift shop empire.

how i keep myself from escaping reality
Oh well.. good night.

Friday 4 May 2012

Oh Darling I Wish You Were Here

I feel my creativity slipping away. Help.


oooo meng got a hair cut

Wednesday 2 May 2012

But You're Too Damn Scared To Fly

A day with ze bros.
SARAWAK MEE FTW


Babi pao hahaha





I seemed to take pictures of things and food rather than with people haha