Oh Darling, Just Take A Chance Please

My university decided to block google sites to protest so I have no google, youtube, blogger, gmail and any access to google site until 27th. HOWEVER, the cafeteria wifi is a public wifi. They no block :DDDDDD I actually miss my blog cos of the block lols.

One interesting question i encountered during one of my Asian civilization and Islamic studies class.

Q : Please describe a civilized person based on your religious beliefs.
I find it ironic to be asked to answer this question due to my free thinker mentality. My lecturer said those without a religion could not gain entry to UMP lolololol lucky i put one when I applied.

Anyhow, I still answered the question although I did not state what were my religious beliefs.
A : A civilized person based on my religious beliefs should be a person who believe in humanity and morality.  To be honest I'm not that into religion but I believe in morality. We should do good and so no bad will befall upon us. It's sort of like karma. Do good and you'll be blessed with more.. goodness? ( I tried not to mention I'm a free thinker as my lecturer will not be so pleased) We should all treat each other as equals. You may be a king or.. well a king is kinda powerful, anyhowww, No matter who you are you are still a human being. We are all humans after all, so we should treat each other as equals.

After that I got off topic and talk about things I can't really remember now lololol.

I actually wanna talk about the potato. I wanna say I believed in the potato. I pray to a potato. We are like potatoes. Some are round, some are long, some are.... not so well formed? Everyone varies, just like a potato. It's hard to find two exact same potato. Same goes to us. Everyone is different in their own way. So we should accept everyone for the way they are. This is way I support LGBT. Human rights ftw! I can't say all these in public else I might get burn so bad I might not survive lols.

We should all believe in the potato

I made a lot of friends here but somehow I'm sitting alone in the cafeteria blogging. Ironic =="
The assignments, quizzes and tests are starting to pile up. Won't be that free to revive my blog anymore.

<3

Might be able to go back home soon. Must find a way to capture an otter to bring back soon. 

So We Can Stay Together Til Hell Starts To Freeze

It's my second week living alone here and I think I pretty much lost contact with everyone back home. Everyone must be too busy saving the world I guess.

To be honest I can make a lot of friends and meet a lot of people but until now I haven't met anyone who.. thinks like me? The scarcity of English educated people here made me feel alone sometimes. Oh well once I can master Mandarin properly then perhaps I can blend in better. *shrugs*

Okayyy I swear to god when I left my room I did not open the window.

I suddenly feel like exploring the campus now hahahhahaha.

Anyhow gonna watch (500) Days Of Summer for the 987654567843456th time

Nights yo

Good Morning And Good Night

Life in Pahang

I Really Want To Come Out And Tell You

Ambition : I want to be a chemical engineer.
Dream : I want to start a arts and craft shop which specialize in hand made presents and open up a chain like SnJ
Reality : I am studying electric and electronic engineering in Universiti Malaysia Pahang.

Recently in the moral session we were given a motivational talk on dreams. How and what we should do to achieve out dreams. I asked the.. talker? I ain't sure what word to call him lololol. Anyhowwwww I asked him a question. Do reality and dreams come together? What if your dream is not practical and almost impossible to realize? He told me that if you really want to achieve your dream, you should always go for it no matter how impossible it seems. You'll only live once and you gotta make full use of your life. I quite agree with his point of view. I should try to achieve my dreams instead of letting them go and move on.

However, as much as  a dreamer as I am, I still live in reality. The world is cruel and harsh. Trying not to sound pessimistic but not everyone can achieve their dreams. Some may not have the means to or may not have even have any way to move towards that dream. Perhaps there are some who can go all out and make their dream a reality but how many of those are out there? perhaps one in a few hundred? Or perhaps one in a million?

My dream, ambition and reality don't comply with reality. Perhaps I did not work hard enough to achieve my dream. That I'll have to admit. So is it possible for me to achieve my dream now? Honestly, I would say no. If I want to start a gift shop franchise I should have study business or marketing or arts and design. I'm studying engineering now. My reality do not comply with my dream. Nevertheless I shall hold on to the one small hope I might be able to work towards my dream after I graduate and earn enough money.

I love being in a dreamer but sometimes I must wake up and face reality.

Ooooh Taylor Swift got a new single Ronan.

Misery

Orientation nightmare is finally over! If orientation was supposed to make you feel excited about studying here, the facilitators of this event completely crush any optimism I had about studying in the middle of nowhere Yes, I had some fun but in the end it was a very sad and depressing event. Kudos to the head facilitator!

I shall explain about how orientation week is organized. It began on Sunday, 2nd of September and it ends today, Saturday. It was like primary school all over. We are split in two group based on gender and almost no interaction is allowed between the two groups. Awesome much.

We had to wake up at 4:30am everyday and sleep at 12:30am everyday. Why do we have to wake up so early? It is because the majority had to pray. It's okay. We live in a multiracial community. We must accpet everyone's various cultures and beliefs. Nevertheless, everything pretty much went downhill from there. We were required to do lame activities and listen to lame jokes and watch lame videos. One word to summarize orientation? LAME

However, every cloud has a silver lining and this event was no different. Orientation was insanely fun when we, the non-muslims were gathered for moral sessions. No lame jokes, no lame activities, no lameness indeed. I was told to keep what went on in moral sessions to myself so I shall not delve further. All I can say was it was random, fun and a whole lot of dancing.

It was when in these sessions there was no hooligans, stuck up brats and insanely annoying people.

I haven't changed much since I left highschool to be honest. I'm still the same stubborn, arrogant and stuck up brat who have low crap tolerance. I still always want to fight for what is right and make a difference. So when my time was wasted doing unnecessary avtivities, I voiced out my opinion. And mind you, this time I asked nicely. I hoped for some diplomacy between me and the facilitators. I HOPED. Instead of listening to reason, the facilitators (not moral session facilitators) ganged up on me and start shouting at me and asked me to get out of this uni wth. I was hoping to reason with them and hopefully make orientation week less miserable but no, all I got was ill-behaved retards who only know how to fight. Luckily I remembered what Pn. Ooi told me. I knew it was impossible to reason with them so I decided to back down. I put on a sad face, shuddered my tone and said sorry in a very innocent tone. I told them I was stressed and accidentally burst out. Pfft as if
To be honest I felt more matured from this. I've learned that sometimes I need to back down and put myself in a win-win situation. Although I'm still very annoyed with their retardedness, I fgured I cant hope for them to listen. Instead of getting beat up or getting my things stolen, I decided to back down. No point making my 4 years here a living hell because of a few, well a lot of retards. See a win-win situation!

Oh well orientation is over and everything will be better. I hope
And I got my timetable and I'm the only one who got 5 day classes. Everyone gets 4 days only wth. On the bright side my schedule is very balanced. Plenty of time to sleep and study.

I've made so many friends until I can't remember their names lolololol. Maybe it is because I always go randomly to random people and say hi.

It is very windy here in the afternoon. The river got otters! Although I haven't seen them yet I shall trust the words of the locals here. This place ain't so bad after all. meh

P/s : this is just a random ranting. I don't expect anyone to read or understand so here is a picture of Park So-Yeon

If you can't win, don't make things worse. There are times you need to back down and continue your battle another day.

And this was playing on my mind whenever I see those retards.

Lilly Allen's Fuck You

That is all for now. Good night peeps!