A Twist in My Story

Taylor Swift new album is out and I am stuck in Pahang D: I want the album *hint hint*

So the holidays ended and life resume as usual at the university. I see a lot of my friends getting emotional upon returning to UMP and already start to count the days til the end of the semester. All I feel is.. wokays life goes on. After my second year I have quite adapted to life here. I feel indifferent being here or back home. My wallet feel different thought. Oh god the food is expensive here. The only thing I truly miss about my hometown is the glorious cheap food. I always want to go back home to eat and meet up with people. But now everyone is overseas. Maybe that is why I feel indifferent being here and at home.

After 3 years, to be honest I've quite changed a lot. Heck I can even understand Mandarin. Well not perfectly yet but hey I can buy and sell stuff in Mandarin. I've learned all this through working random part time jobs. Honestly the only reason I work is for the money which is why I usually find for jobs which are high earning. I don't expect to learn much from the jobs or even include them in my resume in the near future, But somehow I am thankful for having the chance to work so many different jobs. This jobs gave me the chance to learn and practice Mandarin. I only can speak mandarin to new people I meet. Somehow I established a very English presence with people who know me for a while now. So usually everyone around me speaks English to me. If I ever speak Mandarin to them it would be awkward. So when I go to work I usually speak mandarin to my coworkers. Every holiday is my chance to improve my Mandarin. After so long finally I can hold up a decent conversation in Mandarin.

Aside from my Mandarin my obsession over Taylor Swift increase tremendously after going to her concert. I used to only collect her album, posters and listen to her songs. Now I follow her updates on social medias and watch her interviews and appearance in talk shows. And now her album is out and I CAN'T GET IT BECAUSE I AM STUCK IN PAHANG D: *Birthday hint*

Week 8 and I still have 8 more weeks to go before the semester ends!

Returning to the classic design of stars and crosses

A sock as the birthday present

This is the first time I found a box which I approve of the design

I rediscover the creative side of me

I will create my own font

So we went up Genting when go back during the holidays. We were there so early the ticket counter was not opened yet so we get to go to the lavender garden for free lolol 

Since we were here so....

Reached Ipoh too late for lunch and too early for dinner and got lost D:

No trip home is complete without having Bacon 

Or going to a cafe

I rediscover the reading side of me

I swear to god if my housemate do not know how to turn off his alarm I will push it down

My essentials 

The monsoon season will be upon us soon and I have prepared myself for it. I have enough food to last half the semester if I really can't go out. So yay now third year and two years to go still. I wonder how much will I change again in another two years. This blog grew up with me. It's funny to see how different I was three years ago when I first started this blog.

I will constantly write in this blog as much as I can.

Wokay now I need to study. And no I do not have a test on the next day. People seem to look so surprised when they see me study and I do not have a test on the next day. Lee Jing grow up d k hahaha not really

Get well soon k Wendy :)

Shake It Off

Okay ignore the teenage girl phase. It will come to pass.


It's been so long and yet honestly I can't hold up a decent conversation in Mandarin. One of my aim is to be able to speak Mandarin before I graduate. Well I have less than two years to accomplish my goal. And meet my future wife before I grad. 


I think I have establish my english-ish presence. Well most of the people I know converse to me in English. I usually only have opportunity to speak and learn Mandarin when I work or meet new people. SO usually people label me as a banana, a term coined from having yellow skin but being white on the inside.

To be honest I find this term degrading. I am not proud to be a banana so of course I do not like being labelled as one. I am proud for being an English ed since like.... forever. It made me who I am today and I happy. Heck I do not know Mandarin but hey I was able to survive for the past few years. I even managed to work as a mooncake promoter which is the most mandarin demanding job I faced, like ever.

The thing is if I'm able to take the initiative to improve my Mandarin then why can't the same be taken by others to improve their English? There are two kinds of people I've met so far. One is they know you can't speak Mandarin so they either speak to you in English or teach you how to speak. Another a person who looks horrified by the fact you can't speak Mandarin and constantly proudly exclaim you are a Chinese so you MUST know Mandarin.

Well I know not everyone is like that but still we are living in Malaysia. A country of so much diversity. If we are able to accept others even from different racial background then why cant we accept the fact that everyone is different?

Wokay I started this post a few days back so to be honest I have quite lost my thoughts on this subject.

So here are some random pictures of things I've done since I've come back.

I saw a fat cat

I went to Cameron Highlands

I went to a Frisbee Clinic

I went back Penang Gambang

I discover a stick of heaven

I climbed a hill

I found a Google Map car in McDonalds Pekan

I drove 15 mins out for a cake just because I love cakes

I make Sakura McFizz in the room

One of my senior who was a role model graduated today

I have grown out of my highschool girly phase. All I need was some sleep lolol.

I have a feeling I appear to everyone as the happy go lucky person who is very optimistic. But then again that is my own assumption. I'm not sure if there are still people who read my blog because I have became quite dormant here. I'm curious do I appear as jolly as I hope I am?



My dream is to bring joy to the world.



Time to gain weight and apply for Santa Claus. I might be the first Asian Santa!



A random thought. I think love is like (500) Days of Summer

Wokay Good Night Peeps!

So, Everything That Makes Me Whole I Will Dedicate Them All To You Now

I forgot when was the last time I felt as though I was in high school again. Odd as it may seem even though I act like a kid all the time I don't feel like a kid all the time. Well not exactly like a kid. It's getting harder to say. I think this blog allow me learn how to beat around the bush until I lost my train of thought.

This is the first time since I come into university I felt like I am in high school again. The moments where I waited for a reply and gets annoyed when the message is "seen" but I did not get a reply. The random jealousy moments. Okay this sounds so girly. Holy I've turned into a teenage girl D:

Time to stop watching How To Train Your Dragon 2 and (500) Days of Summer over and over again





Wokay test on Thursday. God bless