Screaming, Crying, Perfect Storms

"Love is not wholly based on effort. People are puzzle pieces. No matter how much effort you put in, you can't change someone's shape just to fit yours. One day someone who fits her perfectly comes and you'll be left alone reminiscing the moments. Another way to put it, she wants cold water. You put all your effort into fanning the water making it cold but one day someone comes along and put ice cubes in the water. He's just everything she's looking for."

I still talk about pokemon and play dota like a 17 year old but I just realized when I meet up with my peers, let it be from school mates or uni mates. we talk not about dota and pokemons but about work, politics, MYR being higher than our CGPAs and our looming future after graduating. Hopefully

I've always think of myself as a childish person who plans just what to eat for the next meal but when I meet up with my friends I realized I grew up without realizing. As much as I want to stay the whimsical kid who sees a pack of dogs as the mafia, a part of me slowly grew up and get in touch with reality. A part of me starts to have worries, worries which in a year or two ago I didn't know even exists.

This made me realize we can't never ever stay the same way ever. No matter how much you wish to stay the same, unless you change and grow, you will never gain anything. It's the same as your phone. Do you wish to use a sturdy Nokia 3310? Trying to read a map to find directions? If you miss those moments in the past, keep it in memory. It's the only place where moments can last an eternity.

It's been ages since I last posted something. I remember I started this blog posting hand made presents hoping I'll get spotted and get a start up to open up a gift shop. Now this blog have changed to a place where I pour my thoughts for me to look back how much I have changed over the years.

Being two weeks away from going back to university, going into final year, getting one step closer to being a graduate, I wonder what the future holds for me

Everything changes but PIK NIK remains to be my favorite hipster joint