I've Been Walking on a Path, Full of Mistakes, All by Myself

I have a bucket list and there are a few things on the list I want to clear off no matter what happens.

1. Travel. Places I must go is Japan and Paris.
2. See snow. 
3. Meet Taylor Swift

I've gone one step closer to number 3 on my list because Taylor Swift is coming to Malaysia and I managed to get the tickets.

30 minutes was all it took for the tickets to be sold out

 I'm happy Taylor Swift is coming to Malaysia. But all that happiness turn to gloom when I found out the pricing of the tickets. I am someone who is very immature financially. I'm already struggling trying to save money to go for an exchange program with hopes of seeing snow.

But then again it's the early of the semester so I still can afford those tickets because I worked in January. After much discussion with my sister I decided to get the Category 2 tickets which is the closest to the B stage.

March 1st 11am. Within 5 minutes the Category 2 tickets got sold out. 5 MINUTES $&*&^%$#$%^*) Every moment I use to contemplate which other option I would choose, the tickets get sold out. After 10 minutes I was left with two options, Category 1 tickets or the RED zone. I end up buying the RED zone tickets.

So now I'm in a dilemma whether should I keep the tickets or should I sell them off. I want to go for this concert but the price paid is seriously too high and it is very illogical to spend so much when I'm not earning anything.

What lengths are you willing to go for to reach for something you have always wanted in  your life?

So these few days I'm contemplating what path should I walk on in the future. This has been a week of thinking and getting stuck at crossroads.

Why can't I just eat til I'm fat and be an Asian Santa?

I just want to bring joy to the world

Lesson One to be Santa