Lonely In Gorgeous, I'm Breaking My Heart

So... the only reason I haven't wrote here in a while is because I haven't have any life inspiring thoughts to share with the world lolol. A friend of mine who keep wondering about his future, whether or not is engineering is something he really wants to do made me wonder about my own future as well. Is engineering something I want to pursue?

I've always like to interact with people so the idea of being in a lab or a factory and interacting with inanimate object don't seem that preferable. But then again I have a minimal understanding of people so a job in the business sector would not be that bright for me. The odd thing is that people can learn about me much more than I can learn about them. It's like in a week they know my obsession with Taylor Swift and I'm still struggling to remember their names. To be honest I don't even know much about the people I know all my life.

So what does the future beholds for someone like me? I like chemistry, knows bits about anti matter, the large hardon collider and sometimes is creative although I do not have an artistic talents. Oh well the option of being a pokemon master is always available.

The Lingering Question Kept Me Up, 2 a.m., Who Do You Love?

A new year a new beginning? So... how did I begin 2013? With my finals of my first sem lolol. Kinda Depressing but sadly that was how it was. Began the year studying for Applied Statistics. My finals ended on 14th so to celebrate me and me uni mates went to Genting for 3 days. I then stayed in KL for 2 days before heading back to Penang. Stayed for like.. 5 days before I pack off to attend pre-MyLds and MyLds. Honestly I wasn't really looking forward to it as I was exhausted after running around so much. All I wanted to do was roll around my bed while looking at my precious figurines and Taylor Swift wall back home. Nonetheless being a Chinese I paid for the conference so I don't want to waste me money.

And thank god I did not skip. I was insanely sick for a week after the conference but it was worth it. The conference was organized by AIESEC, a global youth run organization aimed at achieving peace and fulfilling humankind potential lolol. To make it short it's like a youth organization which emphasizes on leadership and unlocking the potential in you. People who were in AIESEC are now mostly successful entrepreneurs, some are not even in their 30's but they are almost millionaires now.

They share their success stories and gave us talks on their path to success with hopes one day we'll be able to succeed also.

One thing I should ask myself now, what is my aim in life? I'm studying Electrical and Electronics Engineering. That doesn't mean I'll be an engineer after I graduate. Seeing how the Aluminis of AIESEC succeed, it makes me think my dreams are can be realize more. My current aim was to be an engineer until I'm financially stable then I'll try open up a gift shop chain like s&j. I have an aim but I still have no path. I still can't think how am I supposed to take the first step to that dream.

Attending the conference also made me realize how new I am to AIESEC and how new my Local Committee in my Uni is. I also told myself I want to make a difference in my Local Committee. But honestly, I don't know how lolol. I have many aims but I haven't figure out how. That is my weakness. I feel the potential but I don't have the kinetic to set everything in motion.

Hopefully this time again next year I'll be able to set everything in motion * fingers crossed*

My sugar cube 

The Sexy Crazy Yellow Cats

My Team the PopKorns!

The delegates from my Uni!

I Went To Gather Stardust

It's been a habit of mine of 8 years to go outside my house when i wake up or when I'm free to look at the fat bugger sleeping. For the past 3 days every time I look out I only saw his empty bungalow.

Don't Lose Your Temper So Quickly

I thought about how fortunate I am to be given the chance to pursue higher education whereas some people aren't given the same chance. This thought had motivated me to study! Well..... actually my friend who went to Langkawi and bought me chocolates made me happy and I'm jolly enough to study hahaha. I got one paper left and it's the holidays yo!

The lake at the library

The sky outside my window is always pretty

The unholy sun is always burning

Attempts to be all artsy

Sometimes I chase cows just for fun

My closet

My half of the room

A pop up I made upon a request of a friend

The first star I saw in UMP

The first starry night but I managed to capture only 4 stars

Lamb keeps my sanity 

e&e is what I'm studying

The moo ran away

Early of the semester it was always gloomy

But the skies are insanely beautiful 

Made and ate Tang Yuan while waiting for my bus at the Gambang campus

Paid 95 bucks for this jacket so I wanted to put Pikachu as my name to make it worth it

My notice board which is filled with everything but notices

Hopefully this will be a good anti theft system

Mushroom grows out of the toilet door

I'm all packed and ready to end this semester!

What If One Day I wake Up and Find That The Reality I Am In Now Is Just A Dream?

I can't sleep properly now. Been sleeping at almost 5 even though I went to bed at 1. Last night was like any other night but I had what I considered as one of my most epic dream. It was like a movie, complete with a story line and a sequel lolol.

The dream began when I'm in some mall which I can't recognize. God knows what happened but somehow the place got savaged by zombies. It was then a battle of survival from that point on. Like a normal movie plot, people will get killed and only the main character survive. This dream was no different. I can't remember who but there were deaths. This would be the first time I dream of death. The dream just ended when I managed to find my my out of the mall with a bunch of people who's faces I can't remember. Oh god the details are slipping away as I type. I woke up at 7:30am and that was when the dream ended.

I managed to fall back asleep then the sequel dream began again haha. This dream was post zombie attack but I actually felt fear in this dream. I think it was a few days after the escape and somehow I still got school so I returned to high school. When I got home from school I realized I wasn't alone. Something was following me and tormenting me, something I can't see. The thing keep tormenting me until a point it became physical. I remember people around me are getting hurt and one day in school it showed up and chased me. I remember shouting at everyone at the gate " YOU CAN'T SEE THAT THING?!" And all I did from that point was run. Somehow everything got better and I returned to school but that thing was still after me. My friend then called me (in reality) and I woke up.

People can remember the details of the dream in a short moment they're awake. The details then slowly slip away which is what I am experiencing now. I forget the details as I type. Okayy shall go to sleep now and hopefully I don't have a sequel to the second dream lolol