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Take Me Away

My dream one day is to be the president or chocolate engineer for meiji confectionery. note the word dream.

Well not many may know this, well i don't think anyone knows this but this is who i appear outside. The me that everyone knows. I'm like m&ms yo! hahahahaha.

But this is who I really am inside. This is the part of the so called "creative" me. My thoughts are often dark gothic etc etc. I don't show this part of me ever. That's why people always see me as the cherry, jumpy, chocolate obsessed kid. Note the word kid. ouch.

This is how my money flyyyyyyyyy.

I have a thing for gothic princesses with a chainsaw. Secret obsession number 2.

Take me away right now.

What If I Wanted To Break?

what if i wanted to break? break from the ordinary and be the extraordinary.

the only hungry ghosts i see so far

rainbowsaur

tools for project rainbow

reality often do not comply with ambition or dreams. we just have to accept the fact that life might not turn out the way we expect to be. i'm still contemplating what i want to be in the future. ivy said i can use my creativity and be a card designer or some sort. that path would be risky since i don't have any basics in designing and i cant draw LOL. at this age i should already set what i want to be. i shall decide. not now. maybe later. soon.

What if i wanted to break? laugh it all in your face. what would you do?

Come break me down. marry me. bury me. I am finished with you.

Faith

yesterday woke up and the word "grigori" was in my head. i have never heard of that word before. googled it up and that word meant watchers or the fallen angels from a biblical story. think god is hinting for me to get a religion LOL

my rainbow ninja guarding my stars

I Had So Much Faith In You But You Threw It Away

yes i am one of those so called "smart" people. i aint exactly THAT smart but yes i have enough intellect to score decent results without making much effort. being smart only can get me that far. i cant rely on my intellect anymore. must work harder. the title of this post says it all. i threw away the faith people had in me.

saying is easy. doing it is the harder part. a friend told me i gotta convert all my potential into kinetic. yes i shall do that. soon.
often i get distracted trying to create a rainbow ninja unicorn LOL
oh well life without distractions is kinda dull after all.